I’m going crazy over you. I honestly have no idea what you want. I’m trying hard, but seriously. I’m a guy I need to have a hint sometimes. You probably don’t like me , but you could at least tell me. I don’t want to be chasing an empty reality. However, you’ve made me enjoy school/life a little better recently. You’ve even gotten me to take lots of pictures even though beforehand, I would have never. I’m shy when it comes to you; I just don’t know how to express myself. You’ve kind of brought out another side of me. I don’t want to burden you with anything. I’m only here to help you. Now, if only you’d come to me sometimes. Just because I’m frustrated doesn’t mean I won’t stop trying. If i ever become a bother though, tell me. I’d gladly stop. You’re special to me (: Also, don’t ever forget you’re beautiful <3 inside and out even if you choose not to believe it
Sometimes it’s better to try although you know you won’t win than to not try at all
When the going gets tough, move on
When the road is rough, trudge on
Even when you’ve had enough, go on
Why is it that I try so hard
Only to be rewarded by a wall of barb
I truly desire for your heart alone
Yet why I am I sitting here, as if you’ve known
It’s pathetic to see my efforts go to waste
Feeling a superficial feeling, love based
It’s funny, you’re clueless I can tell
But, your eyes, your mouth, you. Have locked me under a spell.
I might not be with you 24/7, but when you need me the most, I’ll always be there for you 100% of the time.
I’ve always known that one day we would part. I just never wanted to admit that that time would come. I’ve loved you from the bottom of my heart; I’m sorry I wasn’t able to show it. I’ve realize my mistakes, shortcomings, and ignorance and will always hope for a better future. Although, I am no longer significant in your life, I wish the best for your happiness and will forever be grateful to the man who makes you happy. I know I wasn’t able to fulfill your needs in the end, but I tried till my last breathe to give you my full attention. For 10 months, I was such a happy boy to have you in my arms and my life. I now realize how much I took you for granted. It saddens me that your heart no longer belonged to me as if I pushed away your feelings. I hope that you remain happy and that beautiful person you are. I will always be here for you, and love you to death.